Yesterday received call from my mum that koko is not feeling well and she wanted to bring her to the vet. Changed and almost left the house then mum told me she bring her to another vet which is in walking distance. Vet said she is having fever and put her on drip. I tot she will improved after that. I really tot..
Worried and called her again at night, she told me she is not eating still.
This morning, mum called me again and told me there isnt any improvements. Said she is panting heavily just like girl girl when she was about to leave us. Within half an hour, my mum called and said koko passed away in her arms...
The pain attacked me again. My heart is like broken into pieces, i asked myself, why i never go back and see her yday! Why i never think about that??? She must be thinking, why da jie jie never come and see me??? I left the world alone with only mama...WTF! I should have visited her yday!
This is a bad bad year...one by one left us. The pain of sending them away is oh...so...
